Confession 99 Times, Gao Leng's School Girl's Persona Collapsed

Chapter 105 Tit For Tat

"Qin Luo!"

The girl's voice pierced the night sky. It was obviously just two simple words, but it revealed extremely complicated emotions.

It seemed to bring the joy of seeing the bright moon through the clouds and mists, but also seemed to contain the fear of the unknown, so that the voice trembled a little.

The moment the sound sounded, Qin Luo's steps froze in place.

I thought that Ji Yan just fell asleep, so there was no need to explain too much, because in his opinion, if he insisted on explaining some things, people would not know how to say them. .

Solve the matter first, and talk about it later.

After all, his mood in the past two days is really not so beautiful, and now he just wants to find a place to be quiet by himself.

It's just that Ji Yan didn't expect Ji Yan to wake up and chase him out.

There's no need to avoid it... Qin Luo sighed softly, and slowly turned around.

Not far away, Ji Yan was walking towards this side step by step. She seemed to have just gone through a strenuous exercise and was still a little out of breath. She was walking this way while clutching her stomach.

Her chest was heaving violently, her mouth gulped for fresh air, and her slightly red face looked a little painful.

But even so, her continuous steps were still somewhat hasty, as if she was eager to reach Qin Luo's side one step faster.

Qin Luo quietly watched her walking towards him step by step, after a short silence, walked towards her like a ghost.

When the distance between the two shortened to less than half a meter, they stopped.

Qin Luo said softly: "Why don't you stay with your mother in the ward, why chase her out?"

"Did you pay for my mother's treatment?" Ji Yan looked up at Qin Luo, a pair of bright eyes reflected in those slightly red eyes, as if what was reflected in those pupils was not Qin Luo's figure, but a A light in the dark.

Qin Luo nodded: "Well, I have saved one million in the hospital, which is enough to cure your mother's illness, if it is not enough, just contact me."

After getting this affirmative answer, the light in Ji Yan's eyes flickered slightly.

She pursed her lips, and there was a trace of puzzlement in her tone: "Why?"

"What why?" Qin Luo asked back.

"You obviously hate me so much, why are you willing to help me?

"When did I say I hate you?"

"9:34 am on July 2nd!"

While talking, Ji Yan took out her mobile phone. She opened the photo album, quickly found a screenshot of the chat record, and pointed the screen of the mobile phone at Qin Luo.

Qin Luo could tell at a glance that this was a chat record between himself and her.

Ji Yan: Please don’t be angry with me, okay?

Ji Yan: I really know I was wrong, please forgive me

Ji Yan: Can we be together? Please give me a chance, please?

She sent several messages in a row, and Qin Luo only replied one.

He said: I don't like you anymore.

The time to send the message was exactly 9:34 am on July 2nd.

Why do I remember it so clearly... Qin Luo was speechless for a while, and couldn't help complaining: "I said I didn't like it, didn't I say I hated it?"

"Isn't the antonym of liking just hate?" Ji Yan held the opposite opinion.

Qin Luo's first son was a little dumbfounded, and finally sighed, and said: "Just treat it as me doing something good. In short, cure your mother's illness first, and talk about other things later."

After a pause, he added in a slightly lonely tone: "The feeling of the death of a loved one is very uncomfortable.

Ji Yan looked up at Qin Luo's face, her expression changed for a while, and finally she thanked with a complicated expression: "Thank you, I will find a way to return the money to you, I will...

Qin Luo nodded: "Well, take your time, don't worry, I have something to do, so I'll go first."

After saying that, he was about to leave, but just as he turned around, a pair of slender arms were wrapped around his waist.

At the same time, he felt the girl's soft body sticking tightly behind him, and a faint scent penetrated into his nostrils, stopping the steps he hadn't had time to take.

Ji Yan hugged Qin Luo tightly, put his face on Qin Luo's back, and made a somewhat sad voice: "Qin Luo, you broke up with Jia Ting, right?"

Qin Luo bowed his head silently, and after a brief silence, he replied: "Yes."

"She has returned to the imperial capital?"

......Ok.

"Then...then we..."

Ji Yan's voice was intermittent, as if he lacked the courage to continue speaking.

Qin Luo said softly: "Go back and be with your mother.

Ji Yan shook his head vigorously, holding Qin Luo tightly and not letting go.

She looked up at Qin Luo's back, and recalled the scene at the school celebration party for an unknown number of times in her mind.

When mother asked Qin Luo: "Are you guys and girls?"

At that time Qin Luo did not answer, but smiled and handed over the right to answer to Ji Yan.

Ji Yan said without hesitation: "Of course not!"

Every time he thinks of this, Ji Yan's heart throbs with regret.

If she could do it again, if she could have another chance, she would never answer like this.

She will firmly tell everyone that she likes Qin Luo very much, and that she is Qin Luo's girlfriend.

Up to now, she knows that she is no longer qualified to like Qin Luo anymore, and she doesn't have the courage to stand by Qin Luo's side.

However, that unadulterated love has always existed, never dissipated, and even intensified.

Under the dark night, the girl swallowed hard, mustered up all her courage, and let her thoughts pass through her throat, expressing them with a trembling voice.

"Qin Luo, I like you!"

"I know that I have done a lot of wrong things, and now I don't have the qualifications to like you anymore.

"But I really like you, I like you so much."

"I regret every day after the school celebration party, I regret that I didn't choose you firmly at that time, and I regret that I didn't say that I was your girlfriend at that time.

"I know that time can't be turned back, but at least I want you to understand my heart. If possible, I really want to be your girlfriend."

"But I know that I don't have that qualification anymore, and I keep telling myself, don't harass you so shamelessly."

"I want to keep that love in my heart, but I really can't, the feeling of liking but not being able to express it is really too sad, I'm really not strong at all.

"So please, please listen to me, please, I really like you, I really want to be with you..."

She hugged Qin Luo tightly, as if she had exhausted all her strength.

Her voice contained firmness and sincerity, and she spoke loudly at first, but in the end her voice became smaller and smaller.

Her crying voice trembled slightly, and finally her body trembled too.

This courage comes and goes quickly.

She buried her whole face in Qin Luo's back, expecting Qin Luo to give herself a perfect response, but also afraid of hearing the answer that made her feel the most sad.

Qin Luo remained silent for a few seconds, but to Ji Yan, it seemed like a long, long time had passed.

Under the silent night sky, she could only hear her own noisy heartbeat.

It kept jumping "bang", "bang", "bang", which disturbed Ji Yan's emotions and made her unable to calm down.

After an unknown amount of time, finally, a soft sigh sounded in her ear, followed by Qin Luo's complicated reply.

"I...don't want to be in a relationship right now."

With a simple answer, Ji Yan subconsciously bit his lips, with such force that he almost bit his thin lips.

She asked softly with a trembling voice: "Is it because of Jia Ting?"

Qin Luo responded softly.

"But she's gone!" Ji Yan yelled in a low voice.

"She's gone...well, yeah, gone.

Qin Luo muttered in a low voice, he raised his head, looked at the night full of dark clouds, suddenly chuckled, and gently pulled away the hands that were wrapped around his waist.

Ji Yan was extremely flustered, she thought Qin Luo was going to leave, but when she was about to persuade him to stay, she found that Qin Luo had no intention of leaving.

He turned around and raised his left hand to Ji Yan.

On that white and slender hand, there was a not-so-obvious scar at the tiger's mouth.

Qin Luo said: "When I was a child, I accidentally burned my hand while playing with fireworks. At that time, I cried for a long time in pain. Although the pain disappeared later, every time I saw this scar, I would think of that time."

He suddenly brought up something from his childhood, and his words were unclear, but Yan immediately understood what he wanted to express.

Whether it was the time at the school celebration party or this time with Jia Ting, it was a trauma for him.

Wounds can be covered up, but they cannot be healed completely, and it takes time to cover up the scars.

Even so, scars will still be left, and every time I think of it, my heart will ache.

Ji Yan pursed his lips, and when he looked up at Qin Luo again, there was even a hint of pleading in his eyes and tone.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to be a girlfriend, as long as you give me a little bit of your liking... just a little bit, is that okay?"

She is like the most sincere believer, praying for something with the most sincere voice, praying for something with a humble attitude, only hoping to get a little sympathy and pity.

The fragility she showed at this moment made Qin Luo feel a little unbearable to look directly at, and even felt short of breath for a while, and lowered his head with erratic eyes.

He found that he was afraid to look into Ji Yan's eyes. After hearing so many words from her and seeing her shed so many tears, he realized that he would never again be like the morning of September 2nd. Say the words "I don't like you anymore" firmly.

So he bowed his head in silence, and stood there motionless, as if he had turned into a stone.

Seeing his appearance, Ji Yan was not only not disappointed, but also seemed a little happy.

Because Qin Luo didn't directly refuse, nor did he turn around and leave.

His silence seemed to be the best result for Ji Yan.

For a moment, the depression that had been lingering between her brows seemed to melt away.

Standing in front of Qin Luo, she tiptoed lightly, as if she wanted to bring the time back to that moment on the basketball court more than two months ago.

The distance between the two is getting closer and closer, and they can even feel each other's breath gradually.

Qin Luo quietly looked at the face that was getting closer and closer to him, and he never backed away until the other person was close at hand.

However, in the next second, he grabbed Ji Yan's shoulder and stopped her behavior.

"Isn't it okay to just like a little..." Ji Yan's tears fell down uncontrollably, and there was a strong sense of grievance in his crying voice.

Qin Luo didn't speak, just looked into Ji Yan's eyes quietly, and stared silently at the girl who was close at hand.

In the night sky, the dark curtain drifted away at some point, and a ray of white moonlight poured down, like a spotlight on a stage, shining on a man and a woman.

Qin Luo looked at Ji Yan quietly, and looked into her eyes quietly.

In her eyes, there is no night, no moon, no starry sky, no

There are streets.

Yes, only Qin Luo himself reflected in her pupils.

Suddenly, Qin Luo wrapped his arms around Ji Yan's waist, and then, with a cry of surprise, he pulled Ji Yan into his arms.

In the next second, the lips of the two were tightly pressed together.

Ji Yan's eyes widened subconsciously.

Shocked, surprised, stupefied... A situation that she never thought of happened suddenly, which left her at a loss for a while.

But after she reacted, her eyes were filled with joy and sweetness.

She closed her eyes silently, enjoying this dreaming moment with a full face, and hugged Qin Luo's waist tightly, as if she wanted to rub herself into Qin Luo's body

In the body, never to be separated again.

The affectionate scene happened suddenly under the moonlight.

After an unknown amount of time, the two slowly separated.

Ji Yan pursed her red lips, her face was flushed, but her eyes filled with joy fluttered around, but she didn't dare to look at Qin Luo.

And Qin Luo let out a long sigh of relief.

Compared with Ji Yan's complex and difficult emotions at this time, his mood is much calmer, but after quietly watching Ji Yan for a while, he said softly: "How long will it be when you go back?"

Stay with your mother. "

"En!" Ji Yan replied heavily.

There is no reluctance, no lingering, she is really just like what she said, as long as she gets a little love, she will be infinitely satisfied in her heart.

It's just that she didn't turn around and leave directly, but stood on the side prettyly, with curved eyebrows and eyes, and said with a smile: "I want to watch you go."

Qin Luo shook his head ineffectively, but didn't say much.

A taxi happened to pass by, Qin Luo reached out to stop it, and sat in the back seat.

Before leaving, he turned his head to look at Ji Yan, waved his hands, and said, "See you tomorrow."

"Well, see you tomorrow!"

Ji Yan replied crisply, and the words seemed to have swept away all the haze accumulated in the past.

She stood on the side of the road, watching the taxi drift away, with joy and satisfaction in her eyes.

After the taxi disappeared, she turned around and walked briskly towards the hospital.

suddenly--

"Wait a moment."

The sudden sound broke Ji Yan's joy in an instant, she shook like a frightened little rabbit, and at the same time subconsciously turned her head to look in the direction of the sound.

The moment he saw the other party's appearance clearly, Ji Yan's expression became frozen, with disbelief written all over his face, and Jia Ting's figure was reflected in his slightly dull pupils.

She was looking at Ji Yan faintly, with an incomparably complicated look on her upright and delicate oval face, and an indescribable tangle in her beautiful eyes.

After making up her mind to stay in Shanghai, Jia Ting once thought, what would it be like when she saw Qin Luo again?

I should throw myself into his arms desperately, and he will hug me tightly.

But she never thought that just now, she witnessed Qin Luo being hugged tightly by another girl, and the two even kissed each other.

It was not the first time she had seen this scene, but compared to the last time, her mentality was quite different.

She didn't know why she didn't rush out to stop him, but waited for Qin Luo to leave before coming out.

But she knew that she had to face Ji Yan and talk to her good friend.

A delicate atmosphere spread between the two, a gust of night wind blew gently, messing up Jia Ting and Ji Yan's bangs.

The two looked at each other, one with a complex expression, the other with a face full of surprise, there seemed to be sparks in the invisible.

Facing Jia Ting's deep gaze, Ji Yan finally couldn't help asking: "Jia Ting, haven't you left?"

Jia Ting smiled, and answered the wrong question: "Didn't you say to be our bridesmaid, it's too greedy now."

Ji Yan pursed his lips and remained silent.

Because of the changes in her family, her heart became extremely sensitive and inferior, and she felt that she was no longer worthy of Qin Luo.

That's why she showed such a humble posture in front of Jia Ting in the morning.

But the facts are always different from what she imagined, just like what she confided to Qin Luo just now, she thought she could suppress this emotion, but she really wasn't firm at all

powerful.

It would be too cruel for her if she couldn't express her heart to Qin Luo.

Fortunately, everything is going in a good direction.

When she mustered all her courage again, she got the best response.

That powerful hug and affectionate kiss was the most beneficial booster for her.

So, she plucked up the courage to look at Jia Ting, and said in a firm voice, "You have already broken up."

"So what? You want to chase Qin Luo back now?" Jia Ting looked at her quietly and said softly, "Don't forget, you pushed Qin Luo away with your own hands."

Her calm words, like a sharp thorn, pierced Ji Yan's heart, making her face turn pale.

But Ji Yan didn't retreat because of this, she replied: "Aren't you the same?"

This simple reply made Jia Ting fall into silence.

Yes, everyone is the same, so what qualifications do you have to blame each other here?

Speaking of being together, everyone has had the experience of being together.

It is said that we broke up, and everyone has also broken up now.

No one has the right to criticize the other party. If you think about it carefully, everyone's current position is the same.

Ji Yan pursed his lips, didn't speak for a while, and finally asked suddenly: "You just... saw everything?"

"I see," Jia Ting replied softly.

"Then why didn't you come out to stop it?" Ji Yan's voice was full of puzzlement.

"Yeah, why didn't I come out..."

Jia Ting muttered to herself, and finally laughed at herself, and said, "Maybe I think we'll be evened out this way."

Ji Yan was slightly taken aback, and the picture he saw at the entrance of the mall last night appeared in his mind.

At that time, she saw Qin Luo and Jia Ting kissing each other with her own eyes.

The heartache at that moment made Ji Yan feel hard to breathe. How much she wanted to stand up and stop all that, but her own situation and the resulting inferiority made her lose

But lost that courage.

It turns out that she noticed me yesterday, so what she just said is evened out... Maybe this is what she was referring to.

Ji Yan took a deep breath, and looked at Jia Ting with fixed eyes: "You are right, in this way we will be even, I broke up with Qin Luo, you and Qin Luo also broke up, next

Let's compete on a fair level!"

"fair competition?"

Jia Ting laughed: "Why should I compete fairly with you? Do you know how determined I am to stay in Shanghai? We just broke up, as long as

Qin Luo knows that I stayed in Shanghai for him, and he will definitely come back to me. "

The corner of Ji Yan's mouth twitched slightly, and his heart felt a little weak subconsciously.

Indeed, Qin Luo had been with Jia Ting before, but they broke up suddenly because Jia Ting was leaving Shanghai.

Now that Jia Ting chose to stay for Qin Luo, after Qin Luo knows this, will he return to Jia Ting's side?

Ji Yan failed to come up with this answer, but his tone seemed to be doing his part: "Are you taking things for granted?"

Jia Ting frowned slightly: "What do you mean?"

"Aren't you the same as I used to be?"

Ji Yan said softly: "Maybe the process is different, but the result is that we chose to let go first. Qin Luo is a sensitive person, and I have already given him the same hurt."

This time, but this time, you must have hurt him even more. "

"So, why do you take it for granted that he will definitely come back to you?"

Her words made Jia Ting speechless for a moment, and when she spoke again, there was even a hint of guilt in her tone: "There is a reason for me to leave...but anyway, I have stayed now, and he will understand me. "

"Of course he will understand you, but is that enough?"

Ji Yan looked at Jia Ting quietly, and said: "Qin Luo just told me a story, he said that when he was a child playing with fireworks, he burned his hand to a scar, although it doesn't hurt now, but

Every time I see that scar, I still think back to my childhood. "

As a smart girl, Jia Ting immediately understood the meaning contained in this story.

So she remained silent, and her eyes became erratic.

Seeing this, Ji Yan smiled and said: "And he took the initiative to hug and kiss me just now, you saw it too, didn't you? Compared to you, he must like me now, because

When he was saddest and saddest, I was by his side, not you. "

The corners of Jia Ting's eyes twitched, her beautiful eyebrows furrowed tightly, and her voice became colder: "You are too 580 to take it for granted."

Ji Yan did his part, and responded coldly: "Then let's try it out and see who he will choose.

"Okay, just like you said.

"Each according to their ability, fair competition!"

On the stage built by night, the hero has already left silently.

The new spotlight formed by the moonlight hit the two girls. They looked at each other and refused to give in. Their eyes were full of firmness and obsession.

They looked at each other quietly, and no one spoke again.

Until another gust of wind blew, Ji Yan spoke first: "My mother is sick and hospitalized, I have to go back to take care of her, let's go first, see you tomorrow.

Jia Ting said softly: "Say hello to Aunt for me, if you need help, you can tell me, see you tomorrow.

"goodbye."

After a simple exchange, Ji Yan turned around and left first.

The joy originally brought by Qin Luo was dissipated after Jia Ting appeared, but she still felt happy in her heart.

Before today, she was too cowardly to express her feelings to Qin Luo, feeling that she was no longer worthy of liking Qin Luo.

But Qin Luo's kiss gave her great confidence, even when facing Jia Ting, she didn't want to take another half step back.

She had already lost once, and this time, she wanted to win.

She went back to the hospital step by step, and hurried to the elevator, eager to share her joy with her mother.

After returning to the ward, before she could speak, Zhang Ru asked eagerly, "How is it? Have you caught up with Qin Luo?"

"Well, I caught up with him!"

Ji Yan nodded vigorously, and when she came to her mother's hospital bed, she said happily and shyly, "Mom, Qin Luo just hugged me, and... kissed me."

Zhang Ru was slightly stunned, and then his face changed, and he couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or happy.

After a short silence, she sighed softly, with a smile on her face, and said softly: "Come on, mom is on your side this time.

Ji Yan responded crisply, she hugged her mother tightly, buried her face in her mother's arms, and asked as if talking to herself: "Do you know, Mom, his appearance today is like

He is like a hero in a movie, he helped me when I was most sad and helpless, I really... can't do without him. "

Zhang Ru pursed her lips and gently stroked her daughter

hair, smiled and said: "Everything will be fine.

"Well, everything will be fine..."

Under the night, a black Maserati gallops on the highway.

Ye Zhiqiu smoked quietly, puffing in the driver's seat... She no longer knew how many cigarettes she had smoked today, and every time it was because of Qin Luo.

That stinky boy made her pick up the cigarettes she had quit for many years. Every time she saw him, she couldn't help but get addicted to cigarettes, which made her even want to smoke Qin Luo and sink into the Huangpu River.

In the smog, she turned her head to look at Jia Ting, and asked, "Why didn't you go out to stop them before?"

"I...I don't know..." Jia Ting replied dreamily.

She really didn't know why she didn't go out to stop them before, she couldn't breathe because of heartache when she saw that scene, but she just couldn't move her steps.

She said to Ji Yan, "This way it will be evened out", but she didn't even know what she really thought.

Do you really feel guilty towards Ji Yan?

Don't make trouble, love is selfish, who doesn't want to occupy all the love of the person he loves?

But Jia Ting really didn't know what happened to her just now. She had been looking for Qin Luo for a day, and the person she liked was close at hand, but she lost the ability to face him proactively.

courage.

It wasn't until Qin Luo left that she finally stood up and said those words to Ji Yan.

On the surface, it seems that she is swearing sovereignty, but in fact, Jia Ting knows in her heart that she only stood up under the impetus of a sense of crisis.

Seeing his niece's changing face, Ye Zhiqiu sighed and asked, "Are you going to give up?"

"No," Jia Ting shook her head without hesitation, and said firmly, "I will bring Qin Luo back again, definitely!"

"Then that girl just now..."

"I will not lose to her!"

Ye Zhiqiu was dumbfounded for a while, and finally shook his head dumbfounded.

The appearance of that boy appeared in her mind, the easy-going and natural appearance when she saw him at the airport for the first time, the forced smile when she saw him at the airport in the morning, and the driving him to

Low school days.

His faces merged together, leaving a vivid impression in Ye Zhiqiu's heart.

For some reason, she suddenly became a little curious, curious about what kind of development this boy will have in the future, and what will become of these outstanding girls.

I never thought that a twenty-year-old boy would bring a little color to the dull and boring life.

It's kind of interesting...isn't it?

Unknowingly, a smile formed on the corner of Ye Qiu's mouth.