N-M Chapter 892 Xuezi
Chapter 892 Xuezi
Xuezi looked at this small face and said softly to herself.It's okay, mom, and you! "Father is very busy, so we can only have dinner together tonight, okay?" Xuezi said softly, grabbing his son's little hand and shaking it.The little boy looked at his mother and learned to say: "Okay, okay!" He smiled happily, and couldn't feel the tears behind his mother's smiling face at the moment. Here is a child, so pure and direct.
This child is Xuezi, the only softness in the cold world and the lonely world.Xuezi used to think that getting married was a very happy thing. Before getting married, Xuezi had dreamed of countless beautiful lives after marriage, but she never thought that her life after marriage would be like this, which completely subverted Xuezi's worldview.
After experiencing marriage, after three months of married life, Xuezi gradually felt how big a gap was between ideal and reality, and also realized that Feng Qu was not as good as she had certain expectations for marriage.
Feng Qu, the Feng Qu that Xuezi realized more, is a mature, attractive, wise man, but also a passionate man.This is also something that Xuezi only knew later. This person may have a little love for herself, but it is definitely not love.Because Feng Qu always goes out, not only for business, but also for other women.
That is, when she accidentally discovered that Feng Qu still had a woman, Xuezi's world changed completely, turned upside down.Xuezi resented Feng Qu for not being loyal enough in marriage, and even protested silently against Feng Qu, but it was limited to reducing verbal and physical communication with Feng Qu, but these were of no avail, Feng Qu could somewhat feel her The same, but it never changed because of her. Gradually, Xuezi realized that this method was useless, and even pushed Feng Qu into those gentle embraces, so Xuezi treated Feng Qu more tenderly. More submissive.
The love for women will not change because of marriage, and even after marriage, there are still relationships with most women. This is probably the root of all men's bad habits!Xuezi knew that for Feng Qu, marriage was a situation facilitated by boredom.
When she was pregnant, Feng Qu was not overjoyed, but said: "If you are pregnant, then you should take good care of the baby!" Yes, Feng Qu rarely cared about himself.He even rarely pays attention to himself.Although he understands his deep affection for him, that strong love.
But Feng Qu doesn't love herself, and it doesn't matter if she doesn't love herself, including her sadness and joy, including her life and death.During childbirth, Xuezi had dystocia, and she was in pain and grief.She didn't know why she wanted to have a child of a father who didn't love her mother.Xuezi was even worried that his father would not like him because of his own sake.Xuezi screamed in the delivery room, exhausted all his strength, and the pain hit her one after another, and Xuezi's mind suddenly flashed.
Xuezi finally realized that she wanted this child.I am so, so looking forward to this child, this light.A loveless marriage, and no child to entrust her loneliness, then this is a world that is not good for her. Xuezi thought she would die, so Xuezi finally gave birth to the child with all her might. boy.
After the child was born, Feng Qu felt that the hospital was not slowing down. He glanced at the child and then at his wife.Then he said, "I'm relieved to see that you're all right. The company still has something to do. I'll go back and deal with it first, and I'll come to see you later." But this later, it was the third day.On the third day, the baby's appearance has changed from the first day. I heard that the newborn baby changes every day.Feng Qu came three days later, and the child was hugged by his father after a long time, and felt the love from his father for the first time.
Xuezi understands that as a wife and a mother, she needs to be stronger in her heart.So after that, Feng Qu treated him as lukewarm as before, and she didn't want to complain or hate anything, Xuezi tried her best to control the uneasy place in her heart.She tries to give the other party everything she has in a tolerant and loving way, but she cannot pray for the other party's love.
But Xuezi thinks that she is a very lucky woman. Although the person she loves does not love her, she can marry the person she loves. She thinks that this kind of luck is not available to everyone.As long as she stands by Feng Qu's side, he can do many things in the breeze, and she only gives him her own love without asking for anything in return.Yes, that's how Xuezi wants to give. Xuezi has such a secret in her heart, and she looks forward to the day when Feng Qu will look back and see herself.
This night, after Xuezi fed the baby, she sat at the dining table to eat by herself.It was another very quiet, lonely dinner.Xuezi took a sip of the soup, but she thought that as long as she was willing to wait, this person would definitely come home.It turns out that in every home with lights on there is a woman who watches over her husband's return home. It is a love, an eternal waiting, a bunch of flowers that will never fade.
Feng Qu didn't come home until after three o'clock that night.Xuezi sleeps very lightly, and Xuezi wakes up when she hears the sound of the door opening. This is because of Feng Qu, because Xuezi will worry whether Feng Qu will come back at night, so she will wake up as long as there is little movement at the door at night.
"You're back." A figure came in from the darkness, Xuezi looked at the figure and said softly.She knew it was Feng Qu, and he often came back so late.
"En." Feng Qu responded, and asked, "I woke you up." There was no guilt, and no extra emotion.
"No." Xuezi shook his head and said, unwilling to admit anything.Hearing a rustling sound, Feng Qu climbed onto the bed, lifted the quilt, and then took Xuezi's small body into his arms.
Sometimes even Feng Qu has to admit that Xuezi has a very good smell, a very peaceful smell, which makes her feel at ease every time she hugs Xuezi to sleep.
Xuezi was both disappointed and happy for this moment.Happiness is always so hard to come by, so Xuezi tried her best to put aside those unpleasant things, and just wanted to enjoy the present moment.This night is a beautiful page. For Xuezi, every moment with Feng Qu is a hard-won time. Xuezi cherishes it very much. She cherishes it so much that she just wants to hug him. Looking at his outline, she feels For satisfaction and happiness, Xuezi gradually lost sleep that night, just staring at Feng Qu's face reluctantly.