N-M Chapter 955 I Will Debut
Chapter 955 I Will Debut
Chapter 955 I Will Debut
"Oppa, I like you."
Seeing Chi Jingyuan, who was dressed in casual clothes and walked in front of her, Liu Zhimin didn't say anything nonsense. She confessed her feelings directly in the first sentence she opened her mouth... She felt that there was no need to beat around the bush. She had always had a good impression of the man in front of her, and she believed that Chi Jingyuan must know what she meant.
After she finished speaking, she was filled with nervousness and stared at Chi Jingyuan in front of her with hopeful eyes without blinking.
She knew that Chi Jingyuan had a girlfriend, and she also knew that the world of this TOP idol was far broader and more complicated than she could have imagined...but the more this was the case, the more curious and longing she felt.
Whether you succeed or not, you should always give it a try.
I will leave tomorrow. Even if I don't succeed, I have to at least take the first step. I need a clear signal...
However, in sharp contrast to Liu Zhimin's nervous yet determined expression, Chi Jingyuan seemed a little indifferent.
When facing a straight ball from Liu Zhimin, he did not feel surprised at all, as if he had already expected it.
Of course he could tell that the girl liked him, seeing as how she had been hanging around him every day and being proactive and flattering. If he couldn't see it, he would have lived in vain.
Not to mention Liu Zhimin who didn't hide it much...even Jin Minzhou, who was too embarrassed to talk, wanted to go up but didn't dare to, so she just hid aside and peeped, didn't she also have a good impression of him?
The huge gap between identity and status, as well as his extremely outstanding appearance and qualities, made it very easy for Chi Jingyuan to gain the favor of the opposite sex. He had experienced so many confessions and gestures of goodwill that even now, confessing in person would not cause him to have too many emotions.
Faced with the girl's sincere confession, he just nodded and said, "I can see that."
After saying that, he seemed to think it was a bit impolite to reply with only one sentence to the other party's passionate expression of emotion. After a few seconds, he added: "Thank you."
He looked at Liu Zhimin, whose expression suddenly changed after a slight daze, but there was not much ripple in his heart.
Originally, Chi Jingyuan enjoyed having the beautiful girl around him every day and showing his affection in different ways every day. However, if nothing unexpected happens, it will end here. After the MV shooting is over, there will probably not be much contact after Liu Zhimin goes back.
But who knew that this trainee was so bold that she took the initiative to provoke him during the kissing scene in the morning and kissed him several times in a row, as if she didn't treat him as a man at all.
...It may also be that he was too busy recently and came to LA these few days. He hasn't dated his girlfriend for a long time, so he may be feeling a little depressed and irritable.
Anyway, it was this girl who successfully ignited the fire in Chi Jingyuan's heart...and then there was this afternoon and the current story.
If Chi Jingyuan had not exercised restraint in the afternoon, the girl would have lost both her wife and her army.
In fact, Chi Jingyuan had anticipated this incident in the evening in the afternoon, and he had already thought about how to refuse.
Although he had a good impression of Liu Zhimin, he was also attracted by the enthusiasm and vitality unique to girls born in the 00s, and he also recognized the charm of her youthful and beautiful face and extremely eye-catching figure.
...But if we talk about feelings or love, there is still a big gap.
Even as a close friend... he's still a little too young.
"..."
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...The calm expression of the man in front of her made Liu Zhimin suddenly realize that what Chi Jingyuan said in the car in the afternoon, "I will only repay you once", was not just a casual remark, but a serious one.
She also vaguely realized that every senior who debuted and every artist who struggled in the circle was not as simple as she thought...
But Liu Zhimin was not discouraged. She had certainly thought about failure. She was still full of energy, looking at Chi Jingyuan with her head held high without avoiding him: "Oppa, is it just a thank you?"
“There shouldn’t be any more.”
Facing Liu Zhimin's attack, Chi Jingyuan responded calmly, without any embarrassment or difficulty, and nodded slightly with a smile.
"But...I...Oppa I..."
Chi Jingyuan's reaction was like a basin of cold water, and the enthusiasm in Liu Zhimin's heart seemed to be extinguished by a sudden cold rain, leaving behind silence and desolation.
Facing his calm smile, she couldn't say a word of the things she had thought of before. The failure of her confession was already doomed. In addition to feeling extremely disappointed and uncomfortable, she also had an indescribable sense of grievance. She could no longer maintain the straightforward smile she had just had, and some crystal began to flicker uncontrollably in her eyes.
But even so, even though she looked like she was about to cry, even though she spoke haltingly, she still raised her head stubbornly and looked at Chi Jingyuan, wanting to continue fighting for something.
Seeing that Liu Zhimin was holding on despite the difficulties, Chi Jingyuan looked at her, thought for a moment and then said, "You should know that I have a girlfriend now, and I have no plans to break up at the moment."
"and……"
He paused, narrowed his eyes, pursed his lips slightly, and said in a gentle voice, "Even if we broke up, I don't have the habit of interacting with trainees... I don't even have the habit of socializing."
The first sentence is not so bad, Liu Zhimin already knew that Chi Jingyuan had a girlfriend.
But the following sentence really hit her heart like a heavy hammer, instantly consuming her courage to hold on and even the last bit of hope.
Just as tears were flowing from the corners of her eyes, Chi Jingyuan's voice came to her ears again: "But after all, we have worked together. If there is anything after returning to Seoul... you can contact me."
"Go back to your room and rest early. I'm leaving first."
After he finished speaking, Chi Jingyuan glanced at Liu Zhimin, who was standing there in a daze, not knowing whether she had heard his last words or not. He turned around and left without any lingering feelings.
The cruel reality of complete defeat made Liu Zhimin feel as heavy as a lead block. Every breath seemed extremely difficult. His originally upright chest kept floating up and down with sobs. Tears slid from his jaw and fell on his chest, soaking it to reveal the shallow and hazy lines of the inner layer.
She looked at Chi Jingyuan's back as he left, tears sliding down her cheeks bit by bit, but she still tried not to let herself cry out loud. She bit her lips hard and clenched her fists tightly.
For a moment, her vision became blurry and dazed.
Liu Zhimin had been studying in school for more than ten years and was very well-behaved. If there was anything special about her, it was probably because she came from a well-off family, had excellent looks, and a likable personality. She was a famous beauty in the school and was pursued and liked by many boys.
While making her prone to being a little bit boastful and conceited, it also cultivated some slightly childish tricks in her.
But things changed after she entered SM company. It was a completely different feeling from when she was in school. The female trainees around her were all beautiful girls. She suddenly became less conspicuous. The courses she studied every day were all things she had never been exposed to before and were full of strong novelty.
But after a while, the short-lived novelty of the busy and tiring trainee life quickly dissipated. After getting familiar with the company, every day turned into boring and hard practice, classes, and competition.
Everything seemed to have returned to normal.
However, this time when she joined the shooting of Chi Jingyuan's hit song MV, this trip to LA instantly opened a wonderful door for her.
The TOP male idol who originally existed only in legends and gossips, seemingly out of reach; surrounded by various cameras, with daily work filled with novel crews and shoots; professional discussions during work every day; and the secret gossips in the circle that were heard when listening to the staff and Chi Jingyuan chatting privately.
And, that huge villa that was daunting, full of class and power, with luxurious decorations, exquisite furnishings, and countless rooms...
All of this broke Liu Zhimin's original small, dull, and slightly childish living space, allowing her to suddenly see a bigger and more exciting world.
And the person who brought her into this world, the most shining person in this world, was Chi Jingyuan.
After just a few days of getting along, although this senior was indeed extremely outstanding, I couldn't say that I had any lasting feelings or love for him.
But she couldn't help but develop a strong liking and admiration for him...or rather, admiration for the strong.
But just when she felt that she had integrated into this new environment and world, she was cruelly pushed out of it.
Tell her that she is just a trainee and is not qualified to be exposed to this world.
This sense of gap made Liu Zhimin feel empty, extremely lost and confused.
Thinking of this, Liu Zhimin suddenly felt a sense of panic in his heart.
At the same time, an extremely strong urge suddenly emerged... She wanted to make her debut.
She posted a lot of selfies on her Instagram and was discovered by SM scouts who invited her many times. Also, she was very confident, so she joined SM as a trainee.
But in fact, she didn't have a strong vision for debuting at that time, and she felt like she was just going to work as usual during her practice at the company.
However, at this moment, she burst out with an unprecedented desire that could burn everything.
Her scenes have all been completed, and she will return to Seoul with Director Kim early tomorrow morning.
This also means that the LA trip of the past few days will come to an end, and the wonderful and unprecedented experiences of these few short days will disappear.
The experiences of the past few days were truly like a dream. She still clearly remembered the LA airport, the crew members, the bustle during meals, the decoration of the villa bedroom, the nervousness and curiosity during the first shoot... and that shining man with his own light.
Her mind was turning over and over again, and in a trance, the strong desire in her heart brought her back to her senses. She looked at the back of the person walking further and further away in front of her, and a strong sense of unwillingness and stubbornness suddenly filled her whole body.
Didn’t you say not to associate with or socialize with trainees?
Tears were still lingering in the corners of her eyes, but the fragility and sadness just now seemed to have disappeared from her face. Liu Zhimin rubbed her eyes hard with the back of her hand, and her eyes revealed a look of determination, stubbornness and uprightness under the slightly smudged eye makeup.
Whether it's love or admiration...
I just want to be close to you...why make it so complicated?
…I just don’t want to wake up from this dream.
She sniffed, gritted her teeth, and rushed towards Chi Jingyuan.
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After Chi Jingyuan turned around and left, he felt a little emotional.
His rejection may be a little heartless, and may even be a little cruel to this passionate and honest girl...but this is how the world is, not all good feelings will get the results and responses you want.
Only a few people succeed, failure is the mainstream throughout life.
And when Chi Jingyuan doesn't have any deep feelings, he is the kind of person who can say goodbye or break up with a smile without any ripples in his heart.
This time, Liu Zhimin must have learned a profound lesson.
In the future, this busty girl should not be so naive anymore. She will not rely on her own scheming and cleverness to look down on those debuted artists who have been in the circle for many years.
In fact, he also reflected a little bit on whether he had gone a little too far. Facing the provocation of a little girl, he actually got a little carried away. If the incident in the car in the afternoon had not become a catalyst, the confession in the evening would not have happened...
Hearing the slight sobbing coming from behind him, although he didn't say he regretted it or anything else, Chi Jingyuan still sighed softly in his heart.
Although he can't say he likes her emotionally... but to be honest, he has a pretty good feeling about this girl. She is introverted but very passionate, honest but a little confused, young and pretty, especially her figure, which is really attractive.
If he was a little older, or if he wasn't a trainee but a debut artist, he would really be...
"Dengdengdeng..."
Just as Chi Jingyuan was thinking about it, he suddenly heard heavy footsteps behind him. The muffled sound seemed as if the owner had used up all his strength in every step.
The speed and frequency were very fast. When Chi Jingyuan just reacted, he had already arrived behind him. Then he heard a nasal "Oppa" in his ear.
Combined with the sound of running just now, he immediately bent his body slightly after hearing it... This action seemed very familiar, he had done it many times in the past few days.
The next second, a hot body jumped up from behind, without any reservation, and threw itself directly on his back. Chi Jingyuan's hands reflexively touched the thighs that were naturally clamped on both sides.
Then, a violent, soft, bulging, shaking force came from the back, causing Chi Jingyuan to stumble forward a few steps without noticing, just like the first time during the filming, as if it was a replay.
After he finally stood firm, the slippery feeling in his hands and the pressure from behind pushing him forward made him realize that a 43.5 kilogram body was now hanging on his back.
Before he could say anything, Liu Zhimin directly put her arms around his neck, put her little head next to him, and put her mouth tightly against his ear. With her unique honesty and stubbornness, she whispered stubbornly: "No matter what Oppa says, I just like you."
As he breathed in and out, the hot air rushed directly to Chi Jingyuan's earlobe, making him shiver all over.
Just when Chi Jingyuan was about to speak, without any warning, Liu Zhimin had just finished speaking when she put her arms around his neck and kissed him hard on the side of his face. Then she leaned against his ear again, and her tone and voice suddenly became much heavier, as if she was swearing, "You said you wouldn't play with the trainees... but I will definitely debut."
Then, she kicked her legs, swayed her body, and jumped off Chi Jingyuan. After landing, she seemed to have no reluctance to leave, as if she was afraid that Chi Jingyuan would refuse her and was trying to avoid something. Without saying a word to Chi Jingyuan, she ran towards the villa.
He ran very fast, the hem of his thin coat fluttering as he ran, his big wavy curly hair swaying next to his head, and his two white legs in shorts swinging back and forth. In a blink of an eye, he ran ten meters.
Just when Chi Jingyuan was surprised and looked at the girl's back, thinking that she would run directly back to the villa, Liu Zhimin suddenly stopped.
He turned around and looked at Chi Jingyuan. After a two-second pause, he shouted at Chi Jingyuan with all his strength, word by word:
"I will definitely find out!"
As the voice resounded around her, she wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes and suddenly revealed a bright smile.
After wiping her tears, she did not put her right hand away, but placed it directly on her cheek.
It was as if someone was taking a photo of her and she needed to show her best side. After saying that, Liu Zhimin tilted her head, made a standard scissors hand gesture, grinned, and smiled beautifully at Chi Jingyuan.
Under the moonlight, a girl with tearful eyes and smudged eye makeup smiled beautifully with the scissors hand gesture. Her smiling and tearful face had a strong contrast and a sense of sadness, but also an unquestionable determination.
The next second, Liu Zhimin took one last look at Chi Jingyuan, turned around and ran towards the villa, leaving only a slender figure getting farther and farther away.
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