N-M Chapter 286 Suffering is the Fragrant Flow
Chapter 286 Suffering is the Fragrant Flow
After the big meal, Xia Haoyang returned to the rental house that belonged to him and Wanqi. The whole room was filled with Tang Wanqi's atmosphere. Wanqi was basically responsible for decorating, furnishings, adding furniture, and tidying up.
Xia Haoyang casually threw the key on the coffee table and sat down on the sofa. His butt was hit by something hard, and he picked it up and read it. It was a copy of Jin Yong's novel "Flying Fox Story". In the past two years with Xia Haoyang, Tang Wanqi has read more than a dozen of Jin Yong's novels in their entirety. They have discussed and analyzed the fate of the main characters in each novel and each work. Tang Wanqi is still the most pitiful. Cheng Lingsu from "Flying Fox Gaiden".
She once asked Xia Haoyang, "Is Cheng Lingsu's lack of beauty the original sin? If she were a beautiful girl like Huang Rong or Wang Yuyan, and as smart as Cheng Lingsu, would her tragic fate be changed?"
He no longer remembers how Xia Haoyang answered Tang Wanqi at that time, but what caused Wanqi's tragedy? Why did you choose to commit suicide so decisively? Xia Haoyang couldn't imagine the pain of having a toothbrush thrust into his throat.
That night Xia Haoyang fell asleep on the sofa.
Xia Haoyang woke up from the cold on the sofa at around five o'clock the next day. There was no heating supply in Yancheng in October. He got up and took a shower. After taking a shower, he stared at the toothbrush in the bathroom for a long time, but he didn't choose to brush his teeth. Use a big bath towel to wipe off the water droplets on your body, put on your sports clothes, and walked out of the house.
Xia Haoyang hasn't gotten up early for a run or a walk for a long time. The last time he probably learned that Wang Qing was getting married, after taking care of the drunken Wanqi, he went out for a walk and figured out that he should cherish the people in front of him. From then on, his mind was no longer on Wang Qing, and he was completely focused on it. Treat Tang Wanqi well.
Now things have changed, and Xia Haoyang is walking alone on Daliushu Road. It is more prosperous and lively than the area near Shangdi Third Street before. Before six o'clock, there are already many vehicles going back and forth, and the breakfast shop has also opened. He walked into a Qingfeng steamed bun shop, ordered a few meat buns and drank a bowl of rice porridge. The hot food warmed Xia Haoyang's stomach and made him more awake. Life went on.
"Why did Wanqi commit suicide?" Regardless of the other reasons, at least one thing was that he didn't want to delay his life, and he didn't want him to be looked down upon, ridiculed by, or mistakenly thought to be with a murderer in the future. It can be said that Wanqi used her life to help him have a glorious life in the future.
Tang Wanqi is the kind who really loves herself, loves her to the core. It turns out that love can be so blind that she can sacrifice everything, including her own life.
Xia Haoyang thought of the story about the anti-Japanese hero Chen Huaimin he heard in the bar in Kuanzhai Alley, Shu County. His fiancée resolutely committed suicide because of Chen Huaimin's sacrifice. This is true love. And isn't what Wanqi is doing now also the appearance of love? Modern people are laughing at the so-called love. They no longer believe in love. That is because they have never encountered true love. They treat love with a game-playing attitude. Naturally, what they get is also a game-like love. experience.
Xia Haoyang's tears flowed into the porridge while he was drinking it. He didn't care and continued to drink heavily. He wiped his tears with a tissue and walked out of the bun shop and walked to the road.
In front of us is the Fuhai Building. It was originally a few minutes' walk today and we walked slowly. I took a detour to have breakfast. It took less than half an hour to walk there. I checked the time on my phone and it was only half past six. Xia Haoyang, who usually comes to work around 9 o'clock, arrived at the door of the building early this morning. After hesitating for a while, he decided to go to the company.
"In the past, I left, and the willows were still there. Now I come to think about it, and the rain and snow are falling." During the days when Tang Wanqi was filming movies or variety shows, Xia Haoyang also came to work alone, but at that time, he did not feel this loneliness. But now he feels completely different from usual.
"A sense of adrift."
He felt the wandering feeling of living alone in a small northeastern city in the original time and space. Since he traveled to this time and space, Wang Qing entered his life on the first day. Later, Wang Qing left, but because he wanted to create a new life in his heart, He didn't have that feeling about Tara's belief, and then Tang Wanqi came into his life. He always knew what he needed to do and how he needed to live his life. He didn't have that sense of wandering, and now that Tang Wanqi's death had given Xia Haoyang a long-lost sense of wandering in his heart.
"Wandering is like a person's life is thin, empty and lingering, talking about romance. Plants and trees also know sorrow, and their youth is gray. Sigh, who will give up and who will take it back in this life!" Xia Haoyang felt Lin Daiyu's sorrow of separation and desire to say goodbye. "It tells all about wandering in the world, and tells about separation and hatred in the world." The love in "The Red Mansion" that I couldn't understand before turned out to be so profound.
Looking at your shadow at dusk,
I am grateful that you have arrived,
The wind blows and the flowers rise,
Bitterness is the flow of fragrance.
He softly chanted this last poem that Tang Wanqi left for him, feeling uneasy. Looking at the studio door in front of him, Xia Haoyang put aside the messy emotions in his mind, took a deep breath, unlocked it with his fingerprint and walked into his music studio.
He wanted to write another screenplay.
Compared with the original time and space, this time and space does not have South Korea, and there is no unified Bharata, the former giant of South Asia. Although the economy of Bharat, which was unified in the original time and space, is backward, its total population will overtake China and rank first in the world in 2023. Bharat's movies are very distinctive. The integration of plot and the dance and music that promote the plot are the most notable features of its movies. features, but in addition to singing and dancing, it also has a profound and realistic script.
Bollywood movies once relied on the 2016 film "Dangal!" " was a sensation in China, and after "Caravan" and "The Wanderer" in the 0s, it once again relied on the charm of the plot to conquer the Chinese audience. With almost zero publicity, a South Asian film created various box office miracles and shocked the Chinese film industry with a box office of 13 billion.
In 2019, China's remake of the movie "Manslaughter" created a box office of 24 billion, and also made the film's male protagonist Xiao Yang famous, who was a marginal character at the time! The original name of this "Manslaughter" is "Vision". Of course, the Chinese people are more accustomed to calling it "Manslaughter".
Xia Haoyang came into contact with Bharatanatyam movies much earlier. Around 2000, he had already begun to come into contact with the excellent Bharatanatyam movies at that time, including Shah Rukh Khan, Roshan, Aamir Khan, Kabir Khan, Ali Khan, Bachchan, Aishwarya Rai, Chopra, Kaif, Deepika Padukone, etc. are all names that Xia Haoyang is familiar with. "Akbar the Great", "Legend of Bollywood", "Starting from Scratch", "Phantom Driver", "On the Road", "Empire", "Three Idiots", "Vision", "Little Lolita's Monkey God Uncle", "In the Rain" "Request" and so on are Xia Haoyang's favorite movies and music works.
Now he wants to write a script called "Love Is Like a Song".